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♥ Saturday, May 05, 2007 ♥

8:33:00 PM

floorball training was nice although i must say the timing really half way through cause it's like 2pm till 5pm. but we went at 5.3o and i went to change. after that exchanged numbers with pei jun and we went back home. it's like so not easy to find people living in the east..

i really want to join floorball.. but somehow i'm reluctant to give up kayaking. even tho' i know i'm not really cut for kayaking cause i don't really have the energy to do those inclined pull ups tho' i can run la. so i guessed i might be giving up that )):

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lab work 1o91 was damn nice.. interesting and we can really learn a lot of things. i realised something thru the last lesson. I dun have a regular heartbeat and my heartbeats are rather faint.. am i dying soon? =x

i think my lecture is rather strict but i think she's really NICE!
1 min late = absent
I'll remember that man. hahas

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人心难测。。
is it true that the person isn't really as nice as how i perceive? i'm confused. she's really someone close to my heart. but somehow it seems like people do change. she is no longer the same person i used to know a long time ago. probably i'm just naive, and unsure of what my future holds for me..

now i understand why it means when i always say "BK 没有秘密". now i finally understood the whole theory. no no, let me rephrase: now i think i understood what it means.

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why do people love to back stab, bad mouth each other? is this really the human nature? does everyone purposely ~~or unintentionally~~ do those things? all along i thought all this are for kids, like in primary school. so why is it like i see them in secondary schools and in so many places.

everyone seems to be changing, and slowly i can sense myself changing too. my temper has been rather curbed though i still have this habit of shooing back at people.. but somehow i have a higher expectations for my e3 friends... sigh.. is this a good sign or not?

somehow i feel rather depressed
more time are spend on day dreaming
instead of productive learning

and i wondered if TRUE FRIENDS still exist

somehow i'm just not so me
but on the other hand,
i'm still the same old me